Hm.. been at home for almost 2 months already, tho is kinda bored staying home but at least i manage to make myself tired. During this 2 months every morning i wake around 7+ bring out the cloths to dry, after that went to taman rakyat jog few rounds come back home prepare lunch for my bro and of coz for myself. After that, evening around 4+ i need to bring the cloths back in and prepare dinner for my family. well of course after dinner i got to wash the dishes too. anyway i felt my life now is much better compare to the work i had in that monster hotel.

finally end of my 1st department in The KL Westin Hotel.. Main kitchen consists of malay & western kitchen where most of the food prepare there sent to other departments for certain functions like banquet etc. Well my next department would be prego !!! prego prepares italian food like spaghetti, lasagna, etc. well 2day was my 3rd day already & i seems to enjoy this current department.Furthermore, all the staff in that department quite friendly xD.. hopefully im able to learn many new types of food. i remember started my 1st day on 21st march, it was tiring during the first week & i keep complaining bout the time & our job as a trainee =.= anyway to whoever that haven experience working life, pls do try.. its tiring for the 1st week, after that u will get use to it.. well anyway have to thanks to my mom for buying the brand essence chicken.. every morning 5:30am wake up bath straight take LRT to Hang Tuah den change to Monorail to Bukit Bintang well total would be Rm2.40 den u need to walk a distance to reach the hotel.. thank god opposite is Pavilion where sometimes i hang out there.. i mean after work of course ^^ anyway, i hope i could go for degree in the overseas if my parents have the income.. well if not i just got to work for it already since i have 2 more brothers. well ever since working im been sleeping early !!! perhaps too tired already.. ever since work my sleeping time sharp 10pm ..usually i could stay up to at least 4-5am.. ARGH!!! 5 more months to go!!! hang in there Sean Jin !!!

if only i did reali appreciate that offer when im was in form 3.. my parents would not suffer now.. me myself oso would not suffer now.. i could even ask dem to retire + i could raise my family with my salary.... im reali stupid.. opportunity came and i blew it that easy.. yet i just oni play football and my income could just sent my bro's to college, have big houses with maids and luxury cars.. all my mom n dad do is just sit bak & relax.. im totally a fool!!! DAMM why i don't know how to think that time!!!

hiez... sometimes i just felt dat i dun belong here.... i do hav friends... but i guess not many ppl understand me... 9/10 of my frens prefer basketball ... well its common most of da chinese like basketball... but too bad im the oni fren dat plays football which i cant find anyone to play with me at al... when it comes to basketball i still at least go and play with dem... but comes to football no 1 is there for me... if im not mistaken i ting oni once we played 2gether... hiez... bo mood liao they hav their choice anyway... so fuck it ba... speechless..

its been a long time dat i din update im blog... feel kinda out of mood to write anything.. well im stil in inti and just started semester 5. the module getting tougher and tougher in each semester. last semester struggle with marketing and accounting subject which nearly blow my head off.. =.= and now thers's a event dat we gotta handle gotta find sponsorship cutleries and other stuffs....well, tomorrow we hav to wait for our lecturer to give us the position after dat we can don have to slip untill the event is over.. so anyone wanna come to my event ?? xD

wish that i could be better ...

things been going wild lately... its insane but its kinda fun.. recently i too just shift to another room.. stayed with some so called "Better Frens" coz certain arguement happen... now my dat previous room left him alone everyone shift out le... told him dun keep smoke at nite when we slip.. wanna smoke at least go outside smoke=.= don wanna listen fine lo all of us shift haha... serve u right la stay alone now.. at least now da room dat im staying is better none of us is smoking somemore i hav 1 gang of futsal teammates live together.. we joke we hav fun and we play fustal also no need to make fun call oso.. haha jimat.......