Wow.. Guess today I don't need to sleep already... Just got back from basketball with my homies.. Later 4am got to sent my family to the airport.. Surprisingly, this month I been running to klia/klia 2 just to fetch them there and pick them up again.. Yay!! Home alone with my bro.. We are going to rock the house!! Anyway at some point I hope she was here for me.. Accompany me to the airport.. (Aww.. What am I saying....) haha... Either way I'm staying bloody strong. So hell yeah!! 

Result

Am I going to die LOL.. 

So amazing!! Already 3rd day and my fever haven gone down!! Kns.. Whole body feel weak and I barely get up from my bed.. Antibiotics, fever medicine seems less effective...Shyt pls recover faster LOL. Well hopefully it's not dengue or else I gotta shift to the hospital.. ( look at the bright side, perhaps I'm getting thinner) weeee.. Haha. 

Why? I can be a good friend to people I can't be a good boyfriend to the girl I love? First love was like that second love was like that too. Hiez fail to the max ah!!  Anyone can guide me to become a better boyfriend? People say me this and that. Well of cause I'm aware of my flaws. Or I'm not capable of having a relationship at all? Dam I'm suck to the max man. 

Argh!! 1 more day for me to recover .. Not enough time to recover.. Forget it la .. I will play on with the injury!! FIGHT ah!!

 

Sha po.. If obstacle are easy everything could go perfect jor Lo. Test your limits and try your best ba.. I will support you from the back in case u fall down. 

IF time could turn back to the past.. i would undo what i have done now.. and we probably don't even have to end up like that. JIA, i guess to you now.. im a nobody anymore.. Actually i did thought about myself whether i am even qualify to have you back despite all the things i done. I don't think you may wanna have me in your life anymore. Its really hard for me to not contact you but i shall try but(the posibilities for you to forget me is really high >< ).. you deserve someone better. Life without you by my side is going to be hard...i will only love you in my heart. For now i got to do is wait and be patient .