if only i did reali appreciate that offer when im was in form 3.. my parents would not suffer now.. me myself oso would not suffer now.. i could even ask dem to retire + i could raise my family with my salary.... im reali stupid.. opportunity came and i blew it that easy.. yet i just oni play football and my income could just sent my bro's to college, have big houses with maids and luxury cars.. all my mom n dad do is just sit bak & relax.. im totally a fool!!! DAMM why i don't know how to think that time!!!