Best Friends nowdays not that reliable anymore?? or is just me that being sensitive?? honestly i don't give a damn on how people think bout me.. but if your intend to hide from me. pls do it a better way (boy) now i really dont know should i trust u anymore or not.. thats a really let down.. n (girl) although its over already, but still its also a let down.. i really trusted u with my heart & still i kept it safely and secure without people noticing it but u..  hiez an truely disappoint.. disappoint with both of u.. Really unhappy nowdays.. Lim Tsu Jin AH!!! Being foolish & stupid !!

Recently been watching tons of midnight matches. Due to this ,been sleeping irregularly.. haha.. im like following  oversea time.. Active at nite tired during day time. Really sot already.. Anyway been thinking to built up my body & trying to  improve  my basketball skills, but still cant figure it out( i mean what should i improve on)  every game i watch from tv i tried to copied and compile them into my game. sometimes it works well but sometimes it also give me disadvantages. Guess i got to work extra hard to get my game run smooth ba..

Lies? Breaking promises? guess this is your intention huh? don't say that i never tolerate.. everytime i tolerate & same thing happens and no other words but just sorry.. thats really crap.. well. forget bout it. Anyway lately been seeking for great phones and laptops to buy.Phone is definitely a must, mom been complaining bout the fon that im using now the mic is not functioning well.. so everytime she call  she cant listen to what im telling her.. end up i have to shout in order for her to hear haha..  well.. been looking forward to this Sony Xperia S that has already launch in march, but i think its still not available in msia yet.. other than that, the laptop is sort of optional, but im kinda greedy guy haha.. therefore im oso eyeing on an alienware M14x laptop too :D alienware basically used for gaming only.. well its kinda unique to me compare to other laptops  below are the functions of the notebooks.. so darn cool!!

AlienFX ™ Lighting Controls: Show your attitude! Choose from an array of color and transition effects, and assign them to distinct zones, including the keyboard, touchpad and more.
Mind-Blowing Graphics: You’ll feel like you’re part of the action with the optional HD+ display and cutting-edge graphics technology.

One Stop Gaming and Entertainment Center: Enjoy surreal 3-D gaming by connecting to a compatible 3-D TV via HDMI 1.4. 3-D viewing requires additional equipment, sold separately*.

Sonic Boom: Get more immersive gaming than you ever expected from a laptop with Waves MaxxAudio®, and wake the neighbors with a built-in 2.1 speaker configuration with audio powered by Klipsch®.

Graphics Guardian: Aim farther and never miss with an optional crystal-clear HD+ (1600x900) WLED LCD display, powered by cutting-edge NVIDIA® GeForce® graphics loaded with up to 3GB of DDR3 graphics memory⁷.

Out-of-This-World Processing Power: With optional 2nd gen Intel® Core™ i7 processors and Turbo Boost 2.0 technology, you’re equipped to beat any game on the market (and make it look easy).

Memory Master: Put lesser mortals to shame with an arsenal of memory never seen on a gaming laptop this size: up to 8GB of 1600MHz DDR3 RAM⁷.

5 days to valentine's day.. in case u din notice that day is also my 21st birthday.. cant believe im gonna be 21 by this year already.. that makes me more mature and older?? well anyway mom asked me whether i wanna held a party on my 21st birthday?? i was like.. hmm not really in to it.. mom says come on.. your 21st birthday..  after she ask what present i want.. at that time my mouth wasn't asking anything but my heart tells me to tell her what i wish for :P  i want a new PHONE & a LAPTOP !!!! haha.. she sure kill me >< Anyway i guess this would be the 3rd year i celebrate my birthday n valentines day without partner.. think back last time, most of my birthday also she did celebrate with me.. i love those memories haha.. well anyway she's taken already. Anyway now my life isn't that miserable yet .. im still enjoying it.. on the 12th would be Ah Seng's birthday.. dam he older than me 2 days wahaha.. it is proven that among frens his the oldest :D

Happy CNY folks.. held an open house  2nd day of CNY ..  i invited few of my very close friends and her come over for lunch.. it wasn't that grant but we enjoyed very much despite seeing eugene eating up most of the food haha..  this time additional Chai lynn, Lee Wan and her... but then chai lynn came a while oni  den she went back jor.. i did actuali felt sorry for her.. coz she din manage to get along with my friends so sorry yar... but at least some of my friends approach u to talk.. around 2pm they took off to keng yew's house .. darrel was  winning lots of lots of money...after that, we went over to darrel's house but too bad she din follow us.. for wad reasons? i have no idea.. perhaps she's not happy.. i could see that she doesn't have the mood to celebrate CNY.. sorry i din't try to comfort you..  hiez... well back to darrel's house, everyone of us took few can of beer drink till we drop hahaha!!! around 5pm all of us decided to go mersing BKB .. guess all of us doesn't have any  program so that's consider our life.. haha ... seriously honestly i do hope you understand me.. i do hope u able to respone to me back when im trying to be close with u.. (well i mean not 2day) i do also hope u able to know what i want..  or is it the age and the friends we have makes our characters different???

Its been more than 2 years that im single already and im kinda enjoy with my single life now.. but there is a situation here.. there is a 19 year old girl had a crush on me. i don't remember sending out any wrong signal towards her but she's been hinting me lately... i did try to ignore till last few days i hinted her that im not interested to a relationship yet.. i even told her i prefer to be friends. well u whether its effective or not im not really sure thats how it is.. never gonna bother much anymore.. she totally cant understand me, furthermore she's not my type so why force myself like someone that im not interested? no offence.. your a nice girl just not so my type sorry... 

Its a brand new year.. 2012 what are my goals?? definite unknown =.= remain single? totally :D i just cant wait to see my baby cousins who will speak fluent china chinese wahaha... well.. i bet both of them surely the cutest ever :D besides that, i get to c my old old grandma!!!! hopefully she's healthy..