The pain..

The pain of being in love with someone you can never be with.. If anyone could just understand it.. How should I put it.. It's the kind of love that does not signal the beginning of something beautiful but rather the end of something that might been beautiful, but will never amount anything more than what it is. Or should I put it this way, you can know that you love her, understanding that there is no possibility that the two of us will be together again. Even tho there is, chances are pretty slim. It's been months.. Part of me still missing her.. Is that even a good or bad sign? I mean I'm not actually all the time sad for the loss of her anymore.. But I do still actually miss her. The existence of the love towards her is not weak at all. What should I do? I don't intend to spoil her new relationship. People always say the grass is greener on the other side but I just prefer to stay with these grass.. Sean Jin!! Remember this.. Keep it to yourself.. You have been doing good for hiding it .. So please don't ever show the weak side of you. Bloggie!! Thanks for allowing me to express my bloody feelings here.