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This morning i reached my workplace, i turn on my facebook and realize that WHAT!! she removed me... i was like WHY?  FOR WAD REASON U REMOVE ME?? so i called her and ask but she say that she did not remove me.. so i told her nvm and then close the call.. after that  i whatsapp her asking her why she lied to me? she replied  i didn't unfriend you or block you.. i told her to go c for herself .. and i told her if you hate me just say so.. n so she insisted she did not unfriend or block me.. she herself also have no idea why i been removed.. well then she mention this.. if i want to unfriend you , i wont wait till now.. think wisely thanks.. so it came to my sense and yea she was rite.. i told her that im sorry for the misunderstand .. FACEBOOK AH.. y u prank me!! ><

Wow felt that I recently had not enough of sleep.. So much of stuff happen lately and I'm kinda busy with my work, sports , and not to mention .. Some other stuffs.. Will reveal it when the right time comes xD. Anyway yesterday I tried to invite her out again.  Well no harm to invite her for outing rite?? After several weeks of trying to invite her out, finally she did reply me back .. Well is that a good sign?? Or she just don't want to be rude? Whatever is it , I'm glad she reply but of course the answer she gave me was I don't think so ..but after that she said most of the movies she watched already. So I ask her wanna do something else besides movies??  She just tell me yc someday .. Without doubt I did not mention anymore. So I just reply sure. Well she must have tot I'm still in love with her and I wanna see her so badly.. she must have also tot that i wanna meet her because i still cant accept the break up.. To tell the truth I stil have feelings for her but at the same time I'm kinda happy with my life.. i tottally accept the break up .Besides that, I believe she's taken by someone else so I keep my love towards her by myself can jor. Like I said I kinda happy with my life.. How she thinks about me does not matter anymore. If she were to be mine she will come back to me.. Let faith decide. Well if you need someone to talk to .. I might be a good listener haha.. If I can't comfort u at least I will pei u .. Somehow not sure why, i feel different .. well guess im matured.. already 23 lols =.=By the way neighbor uncle ask me how come I became thin?? U on diet is it?? ( so proud ) well I told him uncle I workout everyday. My target is to turn back to form 1 that thin. after that start to build muscles. DOUBLE UR EFFORT MR. LIM!!

Today, there is an blood donation event at centro.  A day before today , i told myself that i should go and participate.. but this morning i woke up .. i have doubt that whether i should go participate the blood donation event or not. After thinking.. i should just stick to my plans , i should overcome one of my fear as well .. so i decided to go to that event (since its my 1st time ).  once i arrive, guess what? i saw her (my ex) she was there helping the event. i almost forgot that she likes to join these type of events.. To think that last time i use to say no to her.. must have been hard for her (sorry). Well anyway, its my 1st time donating blood, so im not quite sure bout the procedure.. some helpful helper guided me. they measured my weight and guess WHAT? i drop another 3kg!!! now 67kg liao woohooo... after that, they were like asking me whether i have eaten or did i have any other disease or did i take any medications or any health problem.. i was like yes i have eaten ( in reality i haven ate yet >< ) & of cause my health is freaking okie & i Don't have any health problems. After all the Questioning, i was told to do the blood test.. and then they check my pressure.. well its definitely normal rite? :D once everything done and registered, they ask me wanted to donate from my left or right hand. At first i told them left hand but after that i change it to my right hand... before the nurse jab my hand i asked her.. sakit tak ? she say sikit saja jangan risau...LOL  hell ya i was dam nervous when the nurse jab my hand !! was like ( Oh My Fxxxxxx God there's a hole in my arm) And then the nurse took a bigger needle poke it in.. (wow my balls shrinking LOL) i saw bloods flowing out from me !!  it took about 10mins 450ml i think.. i was kinda dizzy at the moment.. so i rest for another 10mins . Once done, i went over to her ask her whether she wants to have lunch or not.. (of cause i knew the answer already but just a simple lunch doesn't do any harm) anyway she told me her lunch was prepared. of cause i stopped asking her. Well i guess she sees me not like how she used to see me anymore.. i did notice something, that she wore a blue wrist band.. my guess she found someone she loves already.. must be one of the college mate i guess..  well of coz my heart cant stop asking who is that ? but of cause dun forget jin.. she no longer yours.. she has freedom to go for another guy if she chooses to.  Anyway it was a great achievement to overcome 1 of my fear HAHA. Glad i did it..

My 2 years life.

Its been so long that i did not update my blog already. I guess this is the time then.. hmm.. how should i start? Well... i officially dated this girl on 11.5.2012. Her name is Lee Kar Wee. At that time she was only 19 year old whereelse im 21 year old. Want to know how do we knew each other? basically it was due to kah peng. so happen his a coach for the girls team in SMK Seri Andalas & so happen is that she's on that team too. Well 1 day, when i arrive home from college, a bunch of girl were so called training outside my house along with kp, once i go in, kp point at her asking me that Jin, this girl okie mau? i was like hmm... okok lo.. so this is the girl that u start to fall in love? kp says hehe ya >< i told him not bad ma (somehow she became mine :P ) anyway apparently after that, she was having some problems with her relationship thingy for certain period & thanks to kp that she finally able to settle it down. Normally only me & kp always hangout together... suddenly she pop out of nowhere :P haha... ever since then, 2 person became 3 person and we were happy to get along... i do remember i like to bully her haha... pinch her face push her all sort of things haha and she also do the same to me !! of course i knew kp likes her very much.. but she has no feeling towards him (sry kp)  & that is how me and her communicate... besides that,she likes to disturb me through certain social networks no matter where i am in college or home.. after long term period we chat like more then best friends level !!! ahaha  i remember during cny i invited her to my house along with my friends so i took moms estima to pick her up LOL.. shocking rite?? once arrive home.. mom look at me ask me fetch girl use estima ya haha i was just smilling away but anyway at first i feel she cant seem to join in my frens conversation (not use to it yet ) but lucky my bro and edwin was there to accompany her.. so sry ya.. not don't want to chap u .. just u know la i need to accompany other people too.. but that we went over to darrel's house but she did not join anymore... i guess she kinda boring ba >< anyway during nite time.. i went over her house to chat chat with her .. hopefully she feels good with it.  then 1 day, she was telling me that she have someone in her heart already. i was like.. hmmm could it be kp?? definitely cant be me gua? so i asked her is it kp? at first she don't want to tell , but after certain period when i was mentioning kp again then she said that is not kp.... well she did hinted me for several times.. but i acted like i don't know a darn thing (trying to stay cool :D) after that she started to spell out my name & still i try to be cool :D ( macam cruel :P) well at that time i got to admit that i had feel for her too (still try to act cool :D ) hahaha in the end we became couple but unofficially because don't forget that kp is unaware about it.. so we try to hide as long as possible... 1 day he finally found out and so we officially started our journey since 11.5.2012 :D yay congrats to me..  i began another journey with this lovely girl. we been together for almost 2 years .. of course there is lots of great memories and bad memories...we also did argue much.. but i believe love is like that thats y we stayed strong for the relationship.. on my birthday she gave me a Bonia wallet !! i was like LOL y buy so expensive stuff?? i asked her how much.. she kept quiet until i force her to tell me and its around rm 200-300+ so expensive!! the wallet until now im still using hehe :D  well anyway!  Penang trips, KL tower, Mid Valley, Paradigm, bukit cahaya and lots more !!! all these are damm awesome!! bukit cahaya was kinda amazing where we rent bicycle cycle around haha.. but i abit sui.. choose a bicycle with brakes that are not functioning ><  KL tower was kinda romantic and it was her birthday so i decided to go all the way up to the tower with my lover .. we have wonderful buffet and of course the view was superb.. although im afraid of heights we manage to take photos.. she was delighted for what i have done for her.. to c her happy everything is worth it (HAHA) ops almost forgot to mention, there is 1 time where she met an accident around andalas, thank god i was right behind her car so i stopped and try to solve for her the incident ba.. she was totally freak out and don't know what to do at that time.. of coz she is sad and scare at that time.. told her not to worry so much .. everything will be alrite .. i even ask her to tell her mom.. well she did cried while driving to college (at that time i wish she was calm and okie no other thing more important then her safety ba )... few days before christmas, i head over to jusco to get her a christmas present.. after walked for several hours i decide to get her something usable.. it came to my mind straight.. LOCCITANE! her favourite product.. haha so i went and survey ... think think think.. so i decided to buy !! its around RM 190 promotion lol.. ever since then, when hangouts with me she frequently ask me dont you think i smell very nice and fresh?? HAHA she was praising herself haha... (so cute). theres 1 period where she works at 1986 cafe during my lunch time, i went back home prepare lunch and you know what was it?? it was grandma special sambal.. so house got bread i quickly made feel slices pack and go over to her workplace gave her that roti sambal to eat haha :D there is 1 time she herself also made me breakfast , its like sushi row with ba song.. it was kinda cute but im sorry .. im hungry so i have to eat it haha and it was delicious. i feel the love and effort of hers :D. Again theres 1 time while i was at work.. i curi curi on facebook saw her online so i decide to spam her !!! telling her that i love her i need her.. she replied me so free ah dear? haha i told her i curi curi de.. den she replied again curi curi spam liao so much haha, well it made her day D:  Well... on 1st january 2014 i bought her a Fossil watch which she long wanted.. in my heart i was like (YAY i put a smile on her face) well its around rm 600 .. was thinking since im working why not? so decided to buy for her and she's very happy haha.. on 14th febuary 2014 it was my birthday and valentines day and she plan the activities on that day.. so on 12th febuary 2014 i went over to florist shop (was thinking that i should make her feel touchy) so Ta-Da.. i bought a bouquet of rose 12 rose + 8 stalks of chocolates.. i hide it in my car .. so after that, as we wanted to head over to paradigm mall she open the car door and was like SHOCK!!  i was like ( dar , u should see your face expressions) haha 1st time i gave her a bouquet of rose LOL i never did that when i was with my first lover :D anyway here comes the sad case... on 14th march 2014 she officially broke up with me.. reasons is that she has no more feeling towards me and i got to admit that i was very controlling on her life this cannot that cannot.. & im have not been supportive towards her.. i easily get angry  and im stubborn.. well i guess all these are my weakness ba.. anyway its been a month since the break up and of coz im still in the progress to make myself better.. of course action speak louder than words. well whether can i get her back or can we start a really fresh relationship  its up to faith.. i let faith decide..to tell the truth, with her being part of my life was 1 of the greatest experience... thank  U my dear..   well thats all about me about these 2 years !! OH!! and finally im been doing some exercise to cut down my weight and i successfully from 77kg drop to 70kg  woohooo... just got to put more effort into it  PUSH AH!!!